it's all about eating through the fullness

hello.

it's quiet here. i'm pretty sure no one reads this blog anymore. i'm pretty sure it;s just hanging out on the world wide web just waiting to be read and no one does. and i'm GREAT with that. this gives me a place to vent. without fearing if i'll be judged. i mean if a stranger picks it up... who cares. :)

things have been looking up. my dad's biopsy results came back cancer free. yay! my husband has been acting less like a dick and more like a husband. so i guess that's good.

i still feel a bit lonely at times. my life consists of work and home. thassit. oh and i go to the library a lot... so i can stock up on books to read during the weekends. cuz i don't go anywhere. i don't want to. that bad thing is that it's rubbing off on my little girl. if given a choice between going to run errands with dad or stay home with me and do nothing she chooses her me.

i was supposed to plan a picnic for a group of friends and while at first i was happy to do it... i of course have let it just slip away. so my new goal of the week is to plan the picnic AND go to it...

eating through the fullness... we used to say that to peole when they would ask us how it was possible to eat so much ... we had to "eat through the fullness". my life is full of obstacles and crap that i have put there with all my selfdoubt and self pity. but i'm getting through it. and i'll be ok.