it's all about eating through the fullness
hello.
it's quiet here. i'm pretty sure no one reads this blog anymore. i'm pretty sure it;s just hanging out on the world wide web just waiting to be read and no one does. and i'm GREAT with that. this gives me a place to vent. without fearing if i'll be judged. i mean if a stranger picks it up... who cares. :)
things have been looking up. my dad's biopsy results came back cancer free. yay! my husband has been acting less like a dick and more like a husband. so i guess that's good.
i still feel a bit lonely at times. my life consists of work and home. thassit. oh and i go to the library a lot... so i can stock up on books to read during the weekends. cuz i don't go anywhere. i don't want to. that bad thing is that it's rubbing off on my little girl. if given a choice between going to run errands with dad or stay home with me and do nothing she chooses her me.
i was supposed to plan a picnic for a group of friends and while at first i was happy to do it... i of course have let it just slip away. so my new goal of the week is to plan the picnic AND go to it...
eating through the fullness... we used to say that to peole when they would ask us how it was possible to eat so much ... we had to "eat through the fullness". my life is full of obstacles and crap that i have put there with all my selfdoubt and self pity. but i'm getting through it. and i'll be ok.
posted by Fea | 9:04 AM
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I'm so sorry to hear things are going so badly. I do home things improve with your family and other things in your life. You are strong and can weather this storm as well!
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I feel the pain. It sucks to share and yet you want to just not be judged. I have in the last 24hrs, had shit thrown at me and been spit at. By a very close family member who I suppose can continue to blame a brain injury. He knows right from wrong. He is is just very hateful. But a family member. So we take and take and they take and take. I feel your pain.
I hope things are going better since july 2011; change of weather gotta help a little bit. I completely understand your comment about eating thru the fullness; I will eat something, look back & think., i ate that?!
I hope you picnic went well. you deserve it
Hi, I hope this finds you well, you sound so lost. I just felt I needed to message you to let you know that we all have problems and we all feel this way sometimes, but you have to be a strong mother to your daughter and make things better for you both. Be strong!
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