the wedding bells ring yet again

so i have another wedding to go to this saturday. my friend from grammar school is finally getting hitched. i think i'll be sad and happy. happy because i think they make a great couple. they are truely happy together and she's the only girl that he's been with that i actually consider a friend now too.

i'll be sad because it will remind me of something i may never have. and i'm not just saying that because of the conversation i had with my current beau. i really think that getting married is something that's way out there. i've joked with mala that we'll end up living together with 21 cats.. but i really do see this as a possible outcome. well maybe not that many cats. so while the conversation may have made this possiblity a little more plausible... i've been thinking this way for a very long time...

i'll also be sad because the wedding is at the freakin crack of dawn!!! the ceremony is at 9am! and the reception at 11:30!! now we all know i have a problem with the getting places on time.. it's almost certain that i'll miss the ceremony... damn it i have to start getting ready now. arg