the drama continues....

so he heard something else about that infamous night that got him all "we should end this" again. well not again... this is the first time he's said this but it got him all jealous i can't trust you like.

it has to do with el ecuarockero again. he was told that i was caressing his chest and opening his shirt. that when asked if i was a sex addict i nodded my head in agreement. never happened. at least not that i can remember.

and that's the problem. that i'm not even sure myself. i had much to drink that night and don't remember much. i do remember being called into the kitchen... and talking to el ecuarockero and others there. i remember the conversation... how he told me that he didn't understand why i was with my beau and how i defended our relationship. i remember jabbing my finger at his chest when he told me to be careful... i remember telling him to shut up cuz i was happy. i remember going downstairs with el psycho boli and smoking a cig while i told him that i was glad we didnt' work out cuz i was with someone worth it. i remember all that but i don't remember caressing anyone's chest and saying i was a sex addict (i like sex but i'm no where near an addict).

so i'm a little upset to say the least. upset because i thought the whole weekend was behind us. i thought that we were moving on... sure with a little less trust but moving on nonetheless. but apparently the weekend is very much in the forefront of his thoughts. i dont' know if people are saying this shit about me on purpose to break us up or if there is some truth to it. i'm almost positive that this didn't happen.

so he doesn't trust me now. i'm sad.