he finally gets it

yesterday my beau and i made 7 months. we had a very nice lazy day at my place. (well.. after all the sex we had a very lazy day.. hehe) we watched tv ate italian ices and went out to get yummy italian food. but of course the conversation from last week came up.

we were watching tv i think.. i don't even know how it came up but something about how it's important to have tools if u own a house. and i said... well i won't have to worry about that after u move in. he gives me a look. i say.. don't worry that won't be till we are at least together 2 years. he says damn.. why 2 years? and i say well if i had left it like that u would've have started with the we've only been together for 7 months.. i've not ready for that u want to move too fast blah blah blah.. he laughs cuz he knows it's true.

so then i say.. i'm not ready to move in with u... i never said i wanted to marry u either. your little speech last week made me feel like crap. he said it wasn't my intention i just wanted u to know where i was on that topic. as far as i'm concerned i said.. that topic should have never been brought up. and i felt bad because after ur whole speech all it meant to me was that i wasn't good enough.. that's why i'm still pissed about it. i sit here and do all these things for u... and it's nto good enough. i felt taken for granted and like i was wasting my time.

he apologized. said he didn't mean for it to be personal.. ??????????? he then said.. wait i guess it was cuz i was talking about us... but i meant that he just wasn't ready. i do love u and i'm sorry i did that.

so later that night when we were in bed he says to me.. thank you babe. and i'm like thank you? for what? por ser tan bonita y buena conmigo. i think he gets it. finally