el de la plumita

so u have one guess what i did this weekend... yes ur right!!! i went to the batcave once again. i went solo this time cuz mala was coughing up a lung.. literally. i was a little apprehensive about going because it was going to be the first time i was going alone since psycho boli went... well psycho on me. i wasn't sure how the people would receive me. but it was pretty good. i hung out with all the other ecuas... there are a lot of them there damn it.
I specifically hung out with this one ecua... we'll call him el de la plumita for now cuz well it was something he said and that's how i have him in my cell phone.

so i spent my time at la kueva with le de la plumita. it was nice. he bought me drinks, we danced and afterwards a group of us went to his place to hang out... including el ecuarockero which proved to be a little uncomfy... especially when after i went to sleep in el de la plumita's room came in and forcibly tired to make me leave with him. i told him that there was nothing between us especailly after the info he gave me at the tertulia... he was upset. El de la plumita came back into the room and ecuarockero didn't have a choice but to leave me there with him. but that didn't stop him from calling me every 5 minutes on my phone.. or calling me to the living room through the door. i finally got up from my slumber and went out there.. again he started with the how can u do this to me... how can i do this to him? this is a guy that after the first night that i thought we had a connection would ignore me every chance he got. he would only talk to me after he was drunk and then never call me the next day. nothing ever happened between us... and he was talking about how he thought i was the one... yeah whatever.. what is it with these bandy types?? do they all have problems?

so after the drama with the rockero... all the guys woke up. el de la plumita's cousins kept calling me prima ... and i beat the crap out of the little one.. don't they know they can't mess with the brooklyn girl?? lol
we all went out to eat.. ecua food of course, que mas? then i had to get to work and el de la plumita drove me. nice not to have to bus and train it to bayside... so nice...

saturday night... went back to the batcave. again i didn't know what to expect since i was going alone. but it turned out ok . of course the same people were there. como siempre... at first el de la plumita didn't come up to me... but then he came around and sat next to me.. put his arms around me. kissed me in front of everyone. it felt nice... *sarg one of the other guys actually came up to him and congratulated him... lol... cuz i'm a prize to be won or something... afterwards we all went to his place again.. this time like 14 of us.. including el ecuarockero and psycho boli. i didn't really care my attention was on him. everyone left and i spent the night again. next morning i left in the afternoon. worried.

why am i worried... well cuz i don't want to like anyone... and i think i like this kid. worried because i know myself and when i start liking someone.. watch out!! so i'm being cautious. well at least i'm trying to be. i don't know what he wants and i sure as hell don't know what i want. that's the reason for the sarg... it's why i'm all giddy and unhappy all at once. i wish i knew what i wanted... *sarg

last night.. we spoke on the phone for hours. he makes me laugh. it feels nice... well shouldn't it?? no?? ay no se... what am i looking for???